Random tots #38

Been busy lately doing labs and tutorials and assignments... been thinking too much lately too...

tots that came to my mind...

• the end of one is the beginning of another... one thing ends... another will start all over again...
• things that look wonderful on the outside might not be wonderful deep inside... never judge a book by its cover... and when someone seems overly happy... he/she might be depressed deep down inside...
• time and tide waits for no man...
  

been feeling real lousy lately... feel stupid... feel alienated... feel lonely... feel busy...

learnt that i have been spewing nonsense lately... seldom think before i say things... always make things turn out badly... maybe i should learn to shut up and think more...
learnt that i have not been using my brain lately... cannot understand even the most simple logic...
learnt that i can be independent and not relay on others... esp mudpie... prefer to shop alone... do things alone... being more and more like a hermit...
learnt that i have lost the ability to communicate with others... even mudpie...
learnt that people like to give empty promises... promising this and that this moment yet forgetting it the very next minute...
learnt that i don't deserve much time from someone i hope to get some attention from...

been feeling real lonely lately... emotional and sad...

i wish i could be happier...