Random tots #24

Disappointment

just received a call and that dampened my mood... suddenly i wasn't at all looking forward to june... haiz... i kinda hate dislike things to be different from what i expected them to turn out... sometimes things just happen out of my control and eventually lead to more problems at a later stage... talk about chain reaction... haiz...

i'm not trying to blame anyone in particular but maybe life is just lidat... when u have higher expectations... your disappointment will be greater... i wish i could no longer have any hopes or expectations...

everything happens for a reason... some reasons i understand... but some... i have yet to fathom them... i like to ask why things happen in such a manner... but maybe some things cannot be expained with just words itself...

now... i'm disappointed... utterly disappointed...