Ranting #41
Forecast: Lousy week ahead...
next week is term break... or i shld say it actually starts today... all the way til thursday... meaning that the lectures will resume on friday.... sometimes i really wonder why nus is so so so interesting to actually have a 5-day term break which starts on SUNDAY... haiz...
anyway... anyone who thinks that term break is a time to relax and catch up with work is ABSOLUTELY WRONG!!! seems like i will be super busy this break and have to go school almost everyday... no time to even touch on my term paper... let alone study for the upcoming tests... haiz... poor me...
all these stress actually led me to break down on friday... absolutely demoralised and have no motivation to do work... seirye can say her motivation to work is her jc... but i dun even have a motivation... haiz...
last week was a lousy week... uncle passed away last sunday... EnEn hospitalised on the same day... poor mom have to run from SGH to NUH... haiz... mom busy = me busy... so no time to even go lab and do work... haiz... no time to eat... no time for anything...
things changed... the NUH that i have been to changed a great deal since the last time i stepped inside... maybe that was a good 10 or more years back... but the tea party which i like to go to changed too... even though the last time i went was most prob feb or march... haiz... things will never stay the same all the time... to think abt equilibrium... haiz...
been losing weight... have not been eating much lately... have not slept enuff lately... have not done a lot of stuff lately... now my life's in a big mess... wonder when i have the time to re-organise myself... haiz... i'm simply no longer the person whom i used to be...
been listening to too much jazz and oldies... felt super old... not to mention being the aunt of many many people out there... and being called an auntie on the bus after being seen carrying lele... old old me...
today's mid-autumn festival... time to eat mooncakes... but no appetite... haiz... wish everyone have fun today... eat more...
next week is term break... or i shld say it actually starts today... all the way til thursday... meaning that the lectures will resume on friday.... sometimes i really wonder why nus is so so so interesting to actually have a 5-day term break which starts on SUNDAY... haiz...
anyway... anyone who thinks that term break is a time to relax and catch up with work is ABSOLUTELY WRONG!!! seems like i will be super busy this break and have to go school almost everyday... no time to even touch on my term paper... let alone study for the upcoming tests... haiz... poor me...
all these stress actually led me to break down on friday... absolutely demoralised and have no motivation to do work... seirye can say her motivation to work is her jc... but i dun even have a motivation... haiz...
last week was a lousy week... uncle passed away last sunday... EnEn hospitalised on the same day... poor mom have to run from SGH to NUH... haiz... mom busy = me busy... so no time to even go lab and do work... haiz... no time to eat... no time for anything...
things changed... the NUH that i have been to changed a great deal since the last time i stepped inside... maybe that was a good 10 or more years back... but the tea party which i like to go to changed too... even though the last time i went was most prob feb or march... haiz... things will never stay the same all the time... to think abt equilibrium... haiz...
been losing weight... have not been eating much lately... have not slept enuff lately... have not done a lot of stuff lately... now my life's in a big mess... wonder when i have the time to re-organise myself... haiz... i'm simply no longer the person whom i used to be...
been listening to too much jazz and oldies... felt super old... not to mention being the aunt of many many people out there... and being called an auntie on the bus after being seen carrying lele... old old me...
today's mid-autumn festival... time to eat mooncakes... but no appetite... haiz... wish everyone have fun today... eat more...
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