Ranting #30

tots and feelings...

saturday has been a day with a roller coaster ride in my feelings... 1st... angry early in the morning... followed by sadness... and guilt... afternoon... feeling happier and excited... evening... feeling neutral yet tired and cold...

been to bugis guanyin temple to pray cos things have not been going smoothly lately... then went to swim at my area... rained during my 7th lap and eventually stopped at 8... went phone hunting with mudpie and this led us to the starhub shop at OUB centre... got me a new Samsung E720C... my 1st clam phone... mudpie signed a 2 yr contract and did a $300 trade-in... and i foot the difference... how nice to own a cheap yet new and nice phone...

gramophone has this warehouse sale over at Adelphi #04-36... lotsa CDs at very low prices... but me can't find any to buy... not much jazz CD but lotsa chinese ones...

took a one and a half hour ride from city hall to get home due to traffic congestion... very cold in the bus as it was raining outside... one of the lousiest ride ever...

sunday... spent the whole day trying to finish my book... never do much... those remaining time was spent watching tv... realised my bros are out late except me... realised i'm socially inactive...

monday... tuition... after which i went over to mudpie's shop to try to finish the book completely... realised i'm his good luck charm... lotsa people walked in to buy things when i was there... maybe it's becos of my short skirt? went home in the late evening... this time on the mrt... took only 40 minutes... much faster than bus...

ate a bit too much... have to go jog soon... realised how fragile friendships can be... used to have a grp of close girlfriends but seldom meet up... even if we do... the conversations are usually very shallow... used to go to each other during periods of unhappiness and happiness... but now just feel that each meeting is just as mundane as a meal together...

tot abt my grad trip... wondered who can i go with? but me haven even start my final year then start thinking abt the trip... not correct... but shall start saving soon...

dreamt abt my blue swatch last night... woke up feeling happy that it had found a new owner yet feeling a deep sense of loss...



p.s.: not that i dun wanna blog lately... but lappy's still sick and i'm too lazy to snatch the desktop from my bro... so can only blog in office...