Random tots #43

Sick and tired... in every single aspect...

i'm sick... down with a persistent cough... tired... after drinking the stupid cough syrup that made me feel like a zombie for the whole day...

i'm sick and tired of all the stress that i'm facing now... need to type report... have to finish it real soon... lotsa things to do... haven even finish my literature review... haven do results analysis... lotsa things to do yet so little done... arghz... stressed as most my friends are actually looking for jobs and already going for interviews le... arghz... me still haven apply for any jobs lor... haiz...

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been out for the past few days... had fun? i wonder... feeling tired easily... tired both physically and mentally... haiz... getting old...

starting to wonder what can brighten up my day...
shopping... no no... as it drains my energy and my vitamin M...
lele... even a bigger no no... drains too much of my energy and make me frustrated easily...
mudpie... neutral... will be glad if i can talk to him more often... happier if i manage to get more attention... haha... but he's enjoying himself in hk while i'm rushing to meet deadlines... haiz...
out with friends... maybe... but tend to be physically and financially straining at times... depends on which group of friends too...
out with family... maybe... but seldom have the time to go out together with the conflicting schedules...
i desperately need a break right now... but a break will mean delay in finishing my report... haiz...
think nothing can make me 100% happy lately... life's in a shade of dark grey right now... depression creeping to me... what are the signs and symptoms of depression?


i'm lonely but not bored... 孤单但不寂寞...