Random tots #45

It's been quite a while...

it's been quite a while since I've last blogged... like a good 9 months?
things have changed... and I have changed... physically... emotionally... mentally...

used to love my job... loved that someone... but now things have changed and i started to doubt this love... the love, the passion... maybe i'm tired... sick and tired of the mundane life...

sometimes i feel bad being unable to care for my friends, my family, that someone... i try very hard to give them whatever little time i have... but sometimes... i prefer to be the hermit... hiding in my shell... doing the things that i like... but when was the last time i did something to make myself happy?

going back to school... hoping to find the happier times in school... the times when i dunnid to think about the nitty gritty of life... when the set of trouble is totally different from the set i'm facing now... when life was simple and small things make me happy... i'm looking forward...